I am over thinking my homework, and let me just say, that is never a good thing. Also, I am out of energy drinks.

Sad day.

My life as of the past 3 days:

stayawakestayawakestayawakestayawakestayawakestayawake.

thinking about the fact that in less than a month I will be a college graduate and will have achieved something that my parents never did, or their parents - but also that in less than a month I will have moved out of my apartment and back into my parents house where there is judgement and rules and expectations that don’t align with mine - it is both the most mature and belittling feeling imaginable. I am both accomplished and hopelessly tied down. Like, for the first time in my family someone has accomplished something that should help them go anywhere, but instead I’m going nowhere.